Who can lend me a shoulder

For a long time did not talk about feeling. For a long time not love sleepy. For a long time not to be lonely. For a long time not sentimental.

But such an afternoon. Emotions about to burst its Banks, again in flood.

Back from the outside, the sun is hidden, with only a small cool wind, endless lonely.

Open a computer, received from the south and documents, is a high mountain running water and a midnight saxophone melody. Receiving come over, read on a computer, to hear the two times repeatedly, think a restless heart is always calm many.

The heart is very grateful, south considerate and care.

Think of him in silence the sigh, ultimately can't help sad.

Don't know where he is now, in what to do, have a good. Just half a day had no news of him, and my heart has been extremely worried about, as if experience for centuries, such torment. Across

Missing these days, but the very heart longing.

I think that you have used to be apart, used to the two together from many, was used less every day hold miss their living.

But, after all, people sometimes can't believe yourself.

This is his first time on a business trip, I even than he was not used to. He just went to another place, only the distance between us is farther. Far and near, and have what relation? Can change again??????? But, my heart, but so upset.

Miss a layer, suddenly the pressure I quick breath.

Miss, become sad.

Began to feel the distance of the helpless, waiting for the pale. Began to have no confidence, began to fear, began to doubt whether there is such a belong to me and he's future?

Just want a simple embrace, but with that kind of reach. Dear where are you now? You know, I really need you. We arranged, together for the future struggle. We are working hard, trying to close to each other. But, seems to have been in go far.

I'm so upset, this sentiment, this how to is good?

I always tell yourself not to think about the future. Friends are also advised me, don't think too much, be in love and marriage is not the same thing, cherish now. I always pretended to very little of say to you, you choke the flow of the sails.

I always impatient, always suspicion you be vexed, always threaten you to hang up. But imperceptibly, you already used daily greetings, used to every morning you interfere with their dream of message, telephone. Accustomed to you, all voluntary reporting everything. Accustomed to you early never late for middle greeting. Every time you always used to hang up on the would not. Every time you must be used to fight for who first hang up, and pretending to be a win for the appearance of the degrees of big let I hang up. Used to......

In space, see you gave me the message, so warm, but like the life far away.

I said nothing, south comfort, maybe you in for a meeting. You the enthusiasm of the colleague also comfort I said you may be too busy, yao the ridicule a "ha ha, couldn't help to him?" Computer here, I couldn't help tears suddenly slipped quietly.

I told myself, and they want to. This season, was easy to melancholy, isn't it? But, in the mind still worried, or a mess, you never like this.

I wish you good. The heart is very messy. Long-unseen fragile, have long time no see of lonely. But where are you?

Just want to think about you can listen to your voice, if the tell you to take care of yourself, eat well, have a meal to chewed...... Just want to lonely, can have a simple hug. Just want to......

Honey, you know I miss you? Honey, you know I waiting for you?

Such a day, in the heart of the suffering of so not lonely, fragile, sad. Very cold, hug yourself, want to pretend strong, but still very cold. Very want to individuals with, want very much to borrow a shoulder to lean. But, who can give? Who can lend me a shoulder? Let I depend on, as long as one by a depend, good!